I was(am) SO SAD ... :( The day full with memories ended today! I just can't stop thinking about them that r going to change their school next year. This is so sad! Why does time run off too fast.. I need a time machine to go back to the pass and have fun with them again.. D: I hate you TIMe!! Why are you so mean andd greedy to me?! I want to spend the sweet moments with them together again! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! I will not going to see them next year because,,
I will be in morning session next year! This is all band faults.. but I can't blame band, because I'm the one that have made my decision to choose band either than other association such as Police Cadets, PBSM, Cadet School Youth (KRS), and a whole lot more to be choose... But I have choose ''BAND" =.= for my club... Hmm to bad for me... but band is just to awesome! x) So I'll try to not to quit for band even though it have many unexpected things that happened to me like - I must transfer to morning session next year, and I will be loosing some of my friends in afternoon session here... :( -And I need to waste a lot of energy under the hot burning sun that is too hot for me, just because to practice for a whole lot of events! x( It was so tiring but I got some experience in it... :)
"Teacher, can I quit for band next year and join other association because it's hard for me to leave all my buddies on the afternoon session and it's hard for me to concentrate on my studies!"
"You cannot quit for band even for a second! You're not supposed to quit from band, or not I will throw you out from CBN! Understood!? Next year, you must concentrate on BAND!!
OKAY, WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT BAND STUFFS!!!?? STOP IT! D:
I supposed to post about today's moment with my friends! x( What is the freaking thing going through my mind now!? Sheesh!!
Okay, lemme just story mory about today's sad, irritating, annoyed, happy moment that is all mix up together as one! :(
Just now in school, so many pupils and parents came to school just because of 100 bucks! HAHA xP
The awesome part in our class today just now was, when we took many pictures of us vaining together! :D But when it comes to the part we shake hands and hug each other was the worst part ever.. :( I was crying too much.. Hmm I'm not sensitive but it is so hard to let the happy moments with all my buddies just go like that.. It is totally sad! D''':
Anddddd, my friend, Hanis accidentally hit her hands to my mouth that was attached with braces.. and it was damn pain! D: But, nevermind cause I know that it is not necessarily done! I have forgiven it.. DOn't worry babe! :)
FRIENDSHIP IS ONE MIND IN TWO BODIES THAT CAN'T BE SEPARATED! x(
But I must accept what had happened to us for a long time in school yeah! :'(
Then I went to band practice after school finished. and I cried again.. It sucks! :( Today was the saddest day ever.. :(
I want my friends with me! :( And I've know that all YS-ses will change their school and we will be far apart... :"( Nvm, eventhough we are far apart, but we will still be close to our hearts...♡
Okay, I'll try not to be so freaking sad...!!
Btw, I think this is the end of this post... but READ this letter first.. :)
I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. TO THOSE WHO WILL BE TRANSFERRING TO OTHER SCHOOL, STUDY HARD AND TRY NOT TO ''FLY'' EVERYDAY KAY... :) JUST SAYING# HAHA I'LL BE MISSING YOU GUYS SO MUCH! FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES FROM NOW OKAY? GOOD LUCK AND SUCCEED IN YOUR LIFE.. I CAN'T ACCEPT THIS BUT IT'S REALITY.. D''': SO GOODBYE.. :'(
Warm regards,
NURUL NATASHA |
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